Thursday, August 23, 2012

On the Variable Nature of Time

Time is of such variable density. A decade may hold sufficient experiences to fill up a life; even several lives. Thirty-seven years might not contain enough to satisfy a vigorous person for one month.

When I think of Labrador, my remembrance shoots into those ten years liek a bird diving into a forest. It swoops on and on through turnings and changes, seasons and episodes. People appear, speak, act, their stories unfold. Labrador is limitless and never the same.

When I call to mind evens from my years as barracks master they all seem to have taken place on a single day. The weather, the grey ilght, is always the same. My ageing body inhabits its uniform in unchanging settings and routines...

From The Afterlife of George Carwright by John Steffler, page 260.

This reminds me of the difference between time on a holiday, and everyday life. How can we cram so much living, so many different activities, so much colour and light and beauty, into a mere 7 days! (I am thinking here, for example, of a trip to Cuba). A week at home is much paler in comparison.

This can also describe the difference between my recent student life and my office work life. The last few years of office work have been like a blink in the eye, in terms of their monotony. Student life, however, was continually opening my eyes. New discoveries, new faces, new spaces, new spatial alignment. Interesting...

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Gee whiz, 456 pageviews and I've only ever put up 2 posts in the last 4 years?? Either my words are golden, or there are thousands of people clicking on "Next Blog" and thereby stumbling upon this.

Oh well, main premise of this blog is so so fabulous, but being a mother (brown, no less) means I haven't had a speck of time to update this blog. Which tells you a lot about being a mother (brown or not). Inidentally, I have a second little brown baby (just as delicious as the first), and am just as feminist and politically committed to babywearing, cosleeping, breastfeeding, cloth diapering, mm...and whatever the other tenets of attachment parenting are. Except for the home made organic babyfood - I can't totally get behind that, either because of the  "I can't be bothered" factor or because of the "I think our foodchain is prettty safe already" factor. So sue me.

I'd tell you all about the other stuff I am committed to but, um, I'm at work and I'd really probably better get back to it.

Happy blog surfing, darlings!!!